What Do You Do?
I always find it weird having a crush. I mean, I know these things happen - that it's okay to like someone. Recently, I've come across someone that's grabbed my attention. One of the early lessons I've learned, and I may have repeated countless times here is that my own feelings do not (and should not ) do anything to influence what a person wants. I'd assume if it did it would be like some form of manipulation, or grooming. This crush that I have - the woman on the other end - deserves the awesome things in life. And I guess it kind of sucks to know that my best way to do that is to not do anything. Just the way life is. You know one thing that I definitely know I've written before is the idea that any protestation of attraction and worthwhile efforts-at-affection would probably do worse for the persons self esteem.