Regret

With tax season over, I think I might have a moment to begin blogging. It was rough, quite difficult. I f not for podcasts, I barely would have kept up with news.

I did have a though I wanted to share. It was something I thought of when I was walking the dog (Mandi's dog, to be honest and specific). I may have even had the thought a few times in those early mornings and later evenings.

I just wanted to make sure I wrote it down for myself that I don't recall ever taking anything for granted between me and Mandi. I was wondering about how I've heard stories, or lore, about people having regrets and wishing to have done things differently. But, I certainly can say for myself that I did everything out of love, and hope for happiness with Mandi.

Of course, as usual with my way of thinking; it took a sad turn because I then thought maybe the regret lies, or lied, with Mandi. I hate the idea that I've become someone's regret in life; that I may have acted so poorly, or been do disappointing to someone. It's crushing.